Its Life.

May 10

Just hilarious XD

May 03
My friend’s dog Cheech was totally doin a frog! :)

My friend’s dog Cheech was totally doin a frog! :)

May 03

I started at 210
I weighed 191 during my lady weigh in
So I have lost 19 pounds
And I am looking a lot different :)

Apr 13

The first pic is my overall progress from the beginning And the second one is my progress over the last
2 weeks. Weigh-in tomorrow!!

Apr 05

Just awesome

So I saw my mom earlier and she tells me “oh I met a girl who goes to school with you”
And after we established who it was and I knew who she was talking about…
My mom tells me that girl said “yea she’s (meaning me lol) really lost a lot of weight huh?”


0________0

Girl.

Y u no say so to ME
At school!
where you sit next to me 3 days out of the week in class?

Whyyyyyyyy lol

Mar 22
Down 10 lbs from my starting weight :D

Start: 210
Current: 200
First (feasable) goal: 160
Ugw: around 140 or lower

I will get there. We all can!

Down 10 lbs from my starting weight :D

Start: 210
Current: 200
First (feasable) goal: 160
Ugw: around 140 or lower

I will get there. We all can!

Feb 13

Valentine’s Day came early for me <3

Why is he so fantastic? I don’t know, but I’m thankful :)

Aug 17

I just finished watching Gia…

Oh My God you guys… The Feels. :’(

Aug 02

Bitches need to gtf…. seriously.

“I can’t stand drama”
“If you got drama.. stay away from me”
“Go somewhere with all your drama”

Said the girl who leaves letters on my door… who I haven’t spoken to in months (for a reason) and guess what that letter was filled with guys? Go ahead and take a wild fucking guess.

Oh you guessed Drama?

I wonder fucking why.

Telling me I’m worthless is gonna do it… making me feel like I’m nothing… Like I’m dead and “not the person you once knew” that’s really gonna show me. I’m gonna see all what you meant to say cuz you wanted me to know you care right? That’s exactly what I got out of you telling me how my life is going nowhere… 

My Aunt told me that when it comes to i

t people are going to hurt you in life and if they were really your friends the way they say they are… they won’t stop loving you just because your life isn’t going as they’d like. And I know that what she says is true which is why I can’t understand for the life of me why am I not enough? For the girl who once loved me for who I am and accepted me for it… was supposed to be my best friend. I don’t go to school and she assumes I NEVER plan to go… I don’t want to go anywhere and suddenly I “have no life” when guess what? You’ve known me 8 FUCKING years… PLEASE tell me this is new and you never saw that side of me before? GO AHEAD AND SAY IT. Liar. I may not be doing things the way you want me to do them but guess what honey? THAT’S THE WAY IT FUCKING WORKS. I don’t go leaving you letters telling you how you should live your life….. Sorry I have more important things to do with my time. Even if I DON’T have a life. And the people who CARE about and LOVE ME are going to accept me for who I am and love me anyway… and THAT’S why they are STILL IN MY LIFE!
its just fucked up how they can be criticizing and judging me like they know everything… constantly hurting me… yet i still care about her as a person….. So many people in my life don’t even deserve my attention but no matter how much I don’t want to I will always care for them because my heart is bigger than that and im a good person… the difference is that i’m NOT going to allow them to
continuously walk all over me and they don’t like that…. even more fucked up…. Im glad that she and my sister have buddied up because at least now she still has someone….. isn’t that a shame? im glad that the most negative presence in my life still has someone and isn’t alone……………. 

and that is why i know i am the better person regardless of what happens
and to the girl who was REAL with me today….
thank you for showing me not EVERYONE is worthless.. if she was my friend the way she acted like she was all that time… she would be acting more like you. accepting that i make my own decisions instead of shunning me because of them… you may not like the decisions i make but you still wanna be my friend and that is very valuable… thank you so much for that.


because some people ARE still worth the trouble….

Jul 28

I was talking about the young girls and people of today’s generation who are obsessed with the actresses and look at their pics on tumblr all day long who may not have known Maleficent’s true name in the sleeping beauty movie… I mean seriously? Think about it… alot of us saw it AS CHILDREN and not very much since. And idk about you.. but when I was watching that movie… as a CHILD. I didn’t know anything about she OR Aurora’s name…all I knew whas that there was an evil woman and the princess. I didn’t know shit about their names. Its not like I’m STUPID because of that. God… Can’t you go judge something that actually makes some fucking sense?